kinda feeling shitty right now.god knows why =/


you* were all that i thought about.



and to know you're not there anymore
really, really
sucks =/




it SUCKS PEANUTS







i realised
i think alot when i bathe




i spend my whole bath time
thinking




i think i come out of the toilet
damn depressed or something




especially when i bathe in warm water
its just the sort of environment to think
don't you think?



i could just let the water run down
and not do anything
but think




its either im thinking
or im singing




hahaha




what the hell



i think its better if bathe in cold water





where are you?




i feel my whole world
crumbling
falling apart
right before my very eyes




this sick
nauseating fear
threatens to spill out the contents of my breakfast
out,the same way it went in
bleah =/





just stop doubting me anymore please.




just let me hold you while you're falling apart